Thinking about Writing...

This thought has been troubling me ever since yesterday. Been trying to vent it but not getting words to do it. Its something about loving and tolerance. Many structures are floating in the thought-space but, (damn perfectionism) none seem to convey the sense as I have it in my heart.

The failure to convey exactly what I feel and want to express make me suspect my abilities now. I always thought that I can write what I want to say and it will be effective and get noticed. Well... that's what I thought. The reality has been that I resorted to writing when all attempts to push it away and suspend it till the later date had failed.

This journal was created with the grand aim of maintaining an online diary where I would keep all my thoughts and ideas together. But that was in 2005 and now its 2010 when I am finally writing the first entry about my failure to put words together on paper... umm.. keystrokes together on screen.

What is it that make us put off writing? and what is it that makes some people so adept at it?